panic, fear, resentment and more fear. truckloads of it.
2/3 was “sent home” for good this time and I’m having a time trying to keep my balance here.
Strangely enough along with all the panic and fear that threatens to choke and drown me, there is gratitude and hope and acceptance. I can feel it in there somewhere. Like looking for my favorite socks in my sock drawer. I know they’re in there somewhere, but I can’t get my hands on them at the moment.
So I’ll be strapping myself in AND battening down the hatches and trying not to loose my lunch here for a bit.
Hang on.
Planting Along The Verge 
http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a273/tsee/Image002.jpgNot so specisal but, here you go I – took it this am dishes n all .. hope you're feeling better soon, Yoly, that little one-eared tar-baby looks like it's had enough turmoil.Tc – Da
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Good Equilibrium Maintenance wishes to you, Dear Y, amidst all of it. Lovexxx
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not knowing the reference here, but your agitation and dismay are clear. whatever it is, all things pass. that is the one truth we can count on….<>all<> things pass away. take heart, lovely soul. if you can feel a hand reaching through the ether, giving pats, it is mine.- k
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i know your grief, and i'm so sorry, so terribly sorry.
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thank you all for your sympathies.I managed to find one sock. Still looking for the other….anonymous, I couldn't open that link to your kitchen.
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O – what it is Yol y is that as anon i can not create links – You have to cut and past both lines into your http space and press GO. Here's another of the stone lined path to the pear tree out back.http://i13.photobucket.com/albums/a273/tsee/peartree.jpgO – and you might check behind/under the dresser for that sock — sometimes if you stuff it too full they'll sneak out the back of the drawer when you close it.
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got it that time! Lovely kitchen and path.
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